Here we go again…dot dot dot etc etc……today I mused over many things, not the least of which was this blog. The kids think I am highly amusing and the idea of me blogging is apparently the most amusing thing of all. Perhaps it was the full Scorpio Moon that prompted this writing or the Pluto shift earlier this year and my need, as indeed many of us may have more profoundly this year I believe ( as a result of both Pluto and Jupiter moves) to explore the hidden depths of self, should they be there. Then again perhaps it was boredom…or a need to be part of a larger thing than myself and reach out to a larger world…and then again perhaps it was just that I think a lot and it needed an outlet for my subjective sanity’s sake. Does anyone really care?

You might have gathered by now that I like a little dabble into astrology...I am a Libran with a Leo ascendant and Virgo Moon…..but where is the water those in the know may ask? I have Saturn in Scorpio…challenging. And there is the short of it…an encapsulated me, of course more complex, but for all surface purposes this will tell many of you quite a lot.

Now I come to the real matter of the day…the question that is simultaneously bothering and frustrating me…why isn’t my hubby in bed? If I was tired from a very long week at work and indeed a very long year past with all manner of confusion and stress related activity like applying for work overseas and having a job try out overseas only to realize they wanted a slave and not an employee and continuing to work where I wasn’t happy in NSW as a consequence and visiting my dying father and a Mother who have not visited you or you them for 15 years…and who think your wife is a fallen human being…and dealing with some very nasty burns my only son acquired…and generally being unwell with a virus that my made my eyes sting and my legs ache……then I would be in bed, not lying half heartedly on couches and moaning a lot and half watching TV and half entering conversations I have not the least idea about…yes definitely, I would be in bed…and honestly that is where I would prefer this man be right now!!!! It’s actually easier that way!

Oh and he just read this and here is what he said…’I can’t help it I want a life outside of work and sleep and a half hearted unwell one is better than none…’

What can I say to that…bye bye